Mindful Ramblings

So its been a while, and I have to apoligize, all though I don't have a real excuse, part from the fact I couldn't be bothered. Fair enough I have quite a few exams, SATs, German and Science GCSEs, but they're not really excuses. But I don't know what's wrong with me i just can't be bothered to do anything apart from sleep.

The year's almost over, and after that it's time to start proper GCSEs, fucking great. But before the year's over, our school has decided to organise a formal dance for the Year 9. I can't wait, I have my ticket but no dress yet But I have some i mind, from Miss Selfridge if someone feels like having a look and then tell me what the think, there is this gorgeous One Shoulder one:
this Leopard Print Kimono
this black dress

I'm having a tough time chosing, and I still need to get shoes and stuff.

But I did find a nice Sun dress for our Holiday to Lanzarote (Presumptious spelling) in July-August. You know that'll be the first ime I've evr been somewhere else with my family apart from Germany. I can't wait.

Oh yes, I'm actually ill. I was feeling pretty shit all day on Friday, but there was a party that evening and I didn't want to miss it (there wasn't any alcohol but it was fancy dress so it was fun).

So I woke up on Saturday morning and felt absolutely shit, I had a massive headache and can't swallow properly, still can't, so I've been eating lots of ice cream, which is quite nice but I can't believe how much other stuff, like chocolate I've been eating just in these two days. Pretty pathetic. But hey that's life. I kinda don't want to go to school cause this weekend seemed really short but that the way it has to be.

I'm off to shower and complete homework for tomorrow.

Yesterday me and Amy went into the city to look for cheap guitars and watch a fim. We were going to originally watch "Meet the Spartans" but that wasn't on anymore at Vue, so we decided to watch "Son of Rambow" which is worth seeing, the trailers were really shit, but the film was excellent. Anywho we went into the city as well, where I finally bought some cowboy boots from New Look, and I must say I love them. We were looking for guitars and we saw a electric guitar for only £40.00 which is very cheap for an electric guitar, but we didn't have enough money.

But I've written a song that I think is alright, it's called "Escape":

I don’t think you realise

Why you should take off your disguise

Because there’s a better person underneath the lies

So I don’t want another compromise

 

(Bridge) And I can fell your restless

It’s becoming too much to contain

So all I can say to you

 

(Chorus) Let’s escape together

And do something unusual

Let’s wait and see what happens

When we run together

Let’s escape together and see how far we can go

 

They are immediate to judge

And they expect so much of us

You shy away 'cause you don’t want

To be on the outside

 

(Bridge)

(Chorus x2)

Let’s escape together and see how

Far we can go

Far we go

I think I didn't to bad, but obviously we still need a tune.

So me and Amy have pretty much decided we're going to start a band, this obviously depends if we get something done. But this idea mainly came from our music lessons where our teacher sends all the class to work in pairs and compose something. Amy and I often spend this time (trying to) play Kate Nash songs on the keyboard, we were messing about and I said as a joke, "Amy, seeing as we've pretty much have been blessed with the power of being musical geniuses, we NEED to start a band." We kinda agreed we would and then during the holidays Amy said, she'd been thinking that we should pick up the idea again. In all honesty the idea hadn't left my mind yet and I was seriously considering it.

So tomorrow (Wednesday) me and Amy are going to be bamging up some tunes on the keyboard but I've tried writing some songs bt I have no ideas what so ever, anybody got some ideas.

Well I thought you might like to know a few things about me. Yeah I know I'm making a list, credit to Alicia for starting the whole list trend.
Anywho here goes:

1) Most people spell all m names wrong. Especially my last name.
2) I have a wierd last name because I'm German.
3) Doesn't mean a Nazi
4) I'm strongly against racism
5) I'm strongly against stereotypes
6) I'm 14 but apparently I'm more 17 mentally
7) Everyone thinks I'm 16/17 though.
8) I'm open-minded about most things
9) I'm an atheist,
10) But I was christened and had a confirmation
11) I live in skinnies
12) I obsess too easily
13) I don't really have a best friend
14) I was 5 when we moved to England from Berlin
15) I want to live in London
16) My dream is to be a stand-up comedian/in a band with my friend Amy
17) I hate chavs, not all of them just those who are really arrogant
18) I hate homophobics
19) I generally hate arrogant and ignorant people
20) I use really long words when I speak, but not when I write because I can't spell them
21) I'm really into music.
22) I like certain songs but I prefer indie, electro, and rock
23) But I absolutely hate rap, etc.
24) I'm obsessed mainly with TV shows.
25) I have a purple rope light in my room and I put it on in the middle of the night
26) I've never seen anybody live, but I want to
27) I can kind of play the keyboard but I can play the flute, I took lessons for 4 and a half years
28) I'm bi-lingual, german and english
29) I was born in Berlin
30) I feel comfortable in large cities
31) I'm in love with this guy who previously hated me
32) I believe that everybody is bisexual, based on stuff I've read
33) I would like to be a forensic scientist
34) I'd also like to be a profiler
35) I'm paranoid when it comes to whether people like me or not
36) I'm quite vain
37) I love wearing eyeliner even though I can't put it on
38) I'm quite clever
39) I actually enjoy school
40) My laptop and I share a love/hate relationship
41) I'm short
42) I need to lose some weight
43) I hate wearing jeans sometimes because I'm short and I have big hips because they're always too long if they fit
44) I don't think I'm pretty, but people say I am
45) My fringe still has a few black bits from when I dyed it,
46) My hair is naturally really dark brown
47) It's short at the moment but it needs to grow.
48) I need a decent camera
49) I'm might be getting Dad's ultra sleek laptop when he gets an even newer laptop
50) I spend ages waiting for the Russell Brand podcast to download
51) I think that everybody is slightly schizophrenic
52) I can't wait until I can start GCSE's cause I can drop history
53) I used to like history, until we started learning about the world wars
54) I like listening to loud music when going to sleep
55) I've never watched The Mighty Boosh on TV but I watch it on youtube
56) I'm going to buy the Mighty Boosh on DVD
57) I have an absession with boots, ballet pumps and converse
58) I love the new cardigen mum got me
59) One of my favourite films is Dirty Dancing
60) German humour isn't that bad, it's actually quite funny
61) I like watching things in German and English to compare if they translated it properly
62) I like watching Doctor Who
63) Fangirls make me laugh at their foolishness
64) I think Noel and Russell are fairly good-looking people but that's about as fangirly I get
65) I want to learn some more languages
66) I despise chat speak
67) I like watching crime TV shows
68) I used to have 2 best friends in Germany, 2 boys: Jacob and Jasper
69) I sometimes miss Germany
70) We go there far too often
71) I want to have children
72) I think commnunism could work
73) I like making videos, but I never finish them
74) Sometimes I wish I was somebody else
75) I like to dance
76) I like drawing on shoes
77) I wish I had money to buy stuff
78) I read fashion magazines to marvel at the prices
79) I only like talking to certain people on MSN
80) I hate the size zero concept
81) I hate writing by hand because I have really bad handwriting
82) I like drinking coffee only when I'm in the city
83) I might add more things to the list later

I lost my old pair somewhere. So on Friday Mum and me went into Norwich, for an eye test, turns out my left eye is getting better, so I got some new frame. They're kinda funky, black on the outside and orange on the inside. We managed to get them on the same day, but we had to wait a bit, so Mum and I went shopping. We found these gorgeous gray skinnies, in Primark, and Mum says to me, "You need some new jeans anyway. Try them on." So I try them on and their a size too big. So Mum grabs the next size down. They were only 10 pounds. We then went to New Look where I saw some amazing dark brown cowboy boots.

I desperately want them, but Mum said I can't have them, because I can't wear them to school. I was quite pissed off. But I said to her, "Would you think me crazy if on the 12th I would come here and buy them?" She laughed at me and said to me, "Of course I fucking would... But it is your money, so unless your buying drugs there isn't much I can do about it." I was grinning for hours afterwards.

So today I cleaned the house, not amazingly glamourous but I did get a fiver for doing it, so next Saturday I'm going to have 45 pounds to spend on stuff, among those things are the cowboy boots. I've wanted cowboy boots since ages.

I think I might make a Howard/Vince video. Any ideas people?

The title is retarded because it has nothing to do with what I'm going to talk about. So today Ellie, Alina's best friend, came round for a sleepover. She only brought Season 3 of Mighty Boosh, but it was still good. But before watching the Boosh we went to Banham zoo, whch was a nice change. It was quite funny and cute, because there were many baby animals, some where only a few days old, others a month or so.

We then went back home and watched the Mighty Boosh and other random videos on youtube, I showed the two, the IT Crowd. I think they loved it. I mean it's hilarious. This evening we went on this walk around Norwich, and we found out loads of stuff about rebellions that happened during tudor times, it was fairly interesting, because the man who did the tour was fairly entertaining.

So all in all an enjoyable day.

I hate it on a Sunday when Alina (my sister) is round her friend's, but her friend is coming round on Wednesday and bringing all the Mighty Boosh DVDs. So I can actually watch Season 1 & 2. I've only seen Season 3, on Youtube

I'm pretty sure that I've got tonnes of homework, especially ones I've forgotten to write down, which are research homework, bugger. But I have another week off, thank god. Anywho today I have been "revising", meaning I have been watching random videos on youtube, such as the Big Fat Quiz of the Year 2007, with Russell Brand and Noel Fielding, effing hilarious. I wish I could  meet the two, because they are pretty damn awesome.

Anywho I can't believ it already 6 o'clock, and I have done shit-all today apart from watching rand Mighty Boosh snippets on Youtube, and waching songs from SoHo Dolls. Makes me want to see them. Not that I have actually seen anyone live, I was going to see One Night Only but they sold out before we could get the tickets.

Alina and I have planned to go to Camden, alone, when she's a bit older. I reckon that the older you get the better you get on with younger sisters. I'm quite 'cited for her because she's going up to High School in September. I was just think how we're all missing an hour. The clocks had to be turned forward last night at 2 am, incidently I was still awake at that time. I think I was really pissed off because I was listening to the Russell Brand radio show and then my internet browser fucked up majorly. I gave up trying to fix it and just started looking for fanfics of random stuff. Anywho I'm off to watch TV and eat.

I hate writing blogs for the very first time, because they always seem weird, and dishonest. Anywho I reckon this is just as annoying. But in all honesty I couldn't care less, and so you shouldn't either.

And now I'm flat out of inspiration, and shatterd. If you'd like to talk to me just send me a message on here, or something.

I really shouldn't be writing blogs this late at night especially if I got zero sleep last night